Why didn't I Go to Challenge Day?

I feel so depressed. According to everyone that went to challenge day and I talked to, it was amazing. To me that implies that they didn't find me amazing enough to go to challenge day and be enlightened. As I've heard it was a very very VERY enlightening experience. I WANTED TO BE ENLIGHTENED!! It sounds like it was like a This I Believe: Part 3!! And I was kinda getting into that!! And now I feel so left out because everyone is always talking about challenge day... and even my own scirtbags leave me out with their challenge day conversations. It would've been nice to go. I feel so depressed................................................................................ Oh well there's always next year.